Cusp Flux Metamorphosis

“We can transform ourselves no more quickly than we transform our language, and the way we transform our language is really pushing the envelope on the act of communication.  The caterpillar says to Alice, say what you mean and mean what you say, I do. ”  Terence McKenna

I am naturally, with Moon on Pluto square Uranus, not feeling physically well this am – mentally however; ahhhh.  Infinitely pleased with this Nutritious Miraculous Chat as Ralph Abraham terms it.  I woke up this am from a nightmare that was yes, related to men and my past and it had my heart pounding.  Then I stumbled upon this video and was taking notes of portions that triggered something in me.

Cusp Flux  – Don’t have a fit astro fiends go re-read the above re: pushing the communication envelope. I am a 29 degree Virgo Sun conjunct Uranus Pluto in 9.  Mercury at MC sextile Leo Venus / Jupiter in 8.  It resounded with me, my aspects and the times of Uranus square Pluto.  Listen to the fascinating lecture below, then you will understand.

Chaos is the birthplace of order.  Moon coming to conjunct Pluto in the sign of structure in square to the planet of chaos (Uranus).

Anima mundi (or Axis Mundi), the soul of the world or cosmic consciousness.

Coincidentia Oppositorumunion of opposites where it is both what it is and what it is not – it escapes contradiction – it is the miracle of life.  Now that link <~ I have not read, which is something I do not ever do – that is, post – then read.  Feels right this am.
If I find it lacking, I will remove it this evening.

Now, one of the best lectures I have ever heard:


I see you.

So I am at home today sucking back juice and GSE (grapefruit seed extract) trying to fend off this cold flu thing watching Avatar and it occurs to me – my life parallels this art.

Virgo Sun / Uranus / Pluto in 9, here.
Life, sudden death – metamorphosis – polarity reversal, awareness.

Jake loses a brother, goes into stasis, wakes to be thrown into a completely foreign (virtually deadly) world, rich with unknown hostile giants of tooth & claw.   As is present in all life, polarities emerge: Pandora slowly reveals herself to be breathtakingly divine: she is life-changing and affirming, she is exquisitely engaging and enriching.

Everything is backwards now, like out there is the true world, and in here is the dream.
– Jake Sully

Jake is awakened to limitless possibilities . . . he embraces his quest . . . takes crazy risks . . . his awareness expands . . .  he awakens . . . unfolds like a lotus blooming from the mud.
He finds himself metamorphing every waking and sleeping moment he is firing on all pistons all the time:

Physical earth
Emotional fire
Mental air
Spiritual water

Earthkind is metamorphing NOW via Uranus Pluto square.

Being born with this SUN/Ur/Plu conjunction means this Uranus Pluto square is the breaking AND making of me, for Sun is the ME in the natal. 

With Sun conjunct, this is when I get out my cosmic clipboard and tick off the columns of where I am up to this point.  Why was I born ?  AM I of USE ?  (Didya get the clever twist of Cap rising there ?)

My shining team of 9th house horses that were pulling the same plow at my birth are now at odds and I am basically figuring how to get some cohesion in energy expression through positive outlets with two cranky, snapping horses going two different directions.  Sun is where YOU SHINE in the natal, and right now my shine feels more like coal being compressed.

All earthkind is experiencing this square and a revision of personal goals as they relate to us globally as ONE.  (Uranus and Pluto are slow moving generational planets)

Cosmic clipboard time: How have we progressed since the late 1960’s ? 
We need a bit of global goal tweaking, dontcha think ?
Aries vs. Capricorn

Go vs. Stay
New vs. Old
intense pressure : change/ release/ metaphorical death : rebirth, new growth

The square in the natal is the cosmic testing ground of life contracts via personal goals – by the time we move on to the next round, our obstacle course will be littered with failures and triumphs.
Globally, earthkind is now feeling a need to restructure generational goals. 

Through these years of Uranus Pluto square we will hit the wall, fall over, get back up shake it off, adjust approach – repeat.  
The squares in the contract we were born with will show where we have to find the inner fire to go for it, the inner earth to build it, the inner water to feel it, or the inner air to speak it.

Quick run down for you :
in house Aries
in house Capricorn

This square positively expressed :  we will be clearing our past, ditching the useless, choosing our allies, creating new paradigms, honing our personal energy fields, becoming more streamlined conduits of the universal energy, fighting the good fight for enlightenment, love, peace and balance.


Full STOP.

In my sex fantasy, nobody ever loves me for my mind.
Nora Ephron

For the record, I love both quotes.
You know where I am going with this, right ?

Polarities !

Yesterday, I was watching people get into a snit over (whispers)  s e x .
You know,
one of those words too horrible to utter.
I found it comical, really.  The horrible word was not uttered, only implied, leaving the door wide open for personal interpretation, which of course revealed itself to be ahem rather problematic. lol

I have Venus conjunct Jupiter conjunct Fortuna in Leo – Venus is love; Jupiter expands.  Fortuna is success and innate talents. 
Leo is ruled by the Sun; Leo rules the heart and romance. 
I happen to love LOVE
 –  just in case you needed me to back up my claims with cosmic proof – well, there it is.

It could be noted that my benefics (along with Pluto) are in the 8th house…
(whisper)  Make of that what you will.

Venus, Jupiter and Fortuna are benefics – the houses they live in and the planets they influence are to some extent, graced.

Keep in mind:
Your particular planetary contacts and aspects make all the difference.

Enter polarities –
Venus can be loving or vain.
Jupiter expansive or E X P A N S I V E.
Jupiter square Neptune could mean drowning in liquor, for instance.
I know this aspect all too well.

Flipside –
Jupiter delivers honor, charity, knowledge.

Another example of a benefic getting twisty . . .

Venus attracts, binds.

Venus conjunct Mars loves and fights
– in Aries, fights more
– in Taurus/Libra, loves more

Venus square Mars fights internal battles over animal passions.
Venus opposite Mars means someone else is provoking the love/lust lessons.
Venus trine Mars is smooth sailing – love and lust are balanced, neither dominates.

 In a diurnal chart
– Jupiter is more beneficial
– Venus is less beneficial

In a nocturnal chart
– Jupiter is less beneficial
– Venus is more beneficial

The Luminaries (Sun and Moon) are also considered beneficial.

Sun is honor, hope, awareness.
Moon is instincts, imagination, serenity.

In a diurnal chart, planets above the horizon are more powerful.
In a nocturnal chart, planets below the horizon are more powerful. 

Planets within 15 degrees of a conjunction to Sun are combust, or overpowered by the Sun’s rays – their energies are lessened.

Moon is stronger when
– waxing in the natal chart
– placed above the horizon In a nocturnal chart

– below the horizon in a diurnal chart

Planetary malefics are Mars and Saturn: they are often points of struggle.

Mars fights and cuts
Saturn slows, or flat-out roadblocks energy.

Saturn is a diurnal planet and more problematic when
– in a nocturnal chart.

Mars is a nocturnal planet and more problematic when
– in a diurnal chart

Mercury is dual
– it is considered diurnal when rising; nocturnal when setting

 – it sides with benefics through aspects or house placement
 – the opposite is true with malefics
Polarites and factoids galore: munch on that awhile. . .
SEE how complicated ! ?  This IS actually a study, not some shizz I made up.
The LoonieLunarLoveZombieMoshpit (nod to MM) is the least of my concerns.
I am busy honing my skill set.


Running on Empty

Wherever Uranus and Sagittarius sit in your natal chart is where you need absolute freedom of expression and exploration. 

Aries house is getting a healthy dose of kick it out individuality via Uranus transit.
Communications, thinking, dualities; love, art, money and peace of mind are in expansion mode via transit through Sag. 

I have Sag on 12, the house of cosmic spirituality and mysticism; Uranus on the 9th, the house of philosophy, religion and higher thinking.  This is why I refuse traditional religious constraints of any kind.  Spirit is infinite. . . impossible to define in finite human terms.  Though I certainly do enjoy a healthy scientific exploration of the micro / macro multiverses.

Zero; emptiness / full of possibilities – the void / nirvana simultaneously.
Zero / googolplexian
I do love polarities – flipsides of the same thing – keeps life interesting !


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