Blind lucks

Swampcat !

I soOo love this pic – Leo 8th house here.

Look to your house of Leo & Sun
To see how & where you flirt.

Ow.  The ex flirted at work.
yep

My brother had Pluto in Leo 9
and he nearly died in a motorcycle accident
while traveling, he was accident prone.
Yet he also had all the women swooning
in Colorado – which is super Leo.
and far from home.

My sister does at home.  True.
She and my brother-in-law are just plain goofy.

How about you ?

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I have
Venus conjunct Jupiter and Fortuna
all in 8 of death.
Intense life-altering, knock-down, drag out, ginormous
love deaths

A Leo without light
sad, sick and in the darkness

I flirted with death.
Not proud of that.  True though.
I have died every which way
slowly, killing myself by degrees
  fuquin low Neptune poisons of each and every kind
killing me and killing me and killing me
without actual physical death
though I begged for it

For years I clawed my way out
of a deep dark sick hole

it was horrible
and now, thankfully
it is OVER

I have pinpointed another turning of the tide
a sweet man said have a good day
and he MEANT it.

Such a small thing – a moments kindness
that changed
EVERYTHING

Months later, I saw him again
I thanked him
He seemed surprised one turn of phrase
had been my fulcrum
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Love and kindness
 in the darkness
of my 8th house mineshaft
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Still I wanted more 8th house clarity
symbology
and I think
lay out your aspects visually

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Look at YOUR CHART via TAROT symbology
is very insightful

Here is my natal 8 in a tarot nutshell

Love dies, I divine
  Venus – on 8 death- square Neptuner

ACE
:: pure, untouched ::
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Whammy love squares to Neptuner.
Enter fog, confusion, illusion and delusion

What is gonna
save my ass from this train wreck ? 

My secret protection
Sagittarius in 12.

YES 
if you have Sagittarius or Jupiter in the 12th
you too have SECRET ALLIES

My first shot of Jupiter
 is my natal Jupes
lives in the 8th conjunct Venus and Fortuna.

That is, in my experience, blind luck.

Here is my whammy whiz – bang gorgeous
Jupiter chaser.

Me  and  You

I write, teach astrology.
(Page)
(I have Mars in Sagittarius quintile Uranus in 9.)
(Mercury sextiles Jupiter, Mars trines Saturn 3rd)

Knight of Mars shows up.
(Swords – Mars is the blade)

He is my good luck charm.  
Without a doubt.

He is my secret protection in Sagittarius.

He is my cosmic Neptuning fork
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With his help I transform suffering into healing
I find blessed balance.

Low Looney Neptunooney
morphs into
 + HIGH QI NEPTUNER +

He is tuning MY fork to a higher vibration
although he may not even know it.

I am reconciling my day and night.
My polarities are finding union
Balance
T
hrough Pluto.

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One more thing.
Yes.
I felt you.
oxo

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love
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Venus shares

Moon is in Cancer, folks.

How’s that going for ya ?

Typically not my personal favorite moon transit because it squares my Saturn workhorse.  Earlier I was hitching my work wagon to some tunes via computer and my speakers went out.
I’ll fess up – a small thing that brought frustration, anger and tears snap !  ‘Seems the only thing working around here is ME !’   ::crank::   That’s Cancer for ya – feelings are floating right on top – unlike Saturn where they are locked down tighter than a jug (if need be).

Moon is strong here, it rules – home, family, mother, instincts, where you feel safe, how you relax, your well of midnight psyche, stomach, and yes gut feelings

In my chart I have been getting incoming info like WoW all morning . . . Sun / Mercury conjunction is coming up to my Sun/Uranus/Pluto (trines my natal moon) to deliver 9th house insights, basically BIG PICTURE type downloads of ahhh . . . I think I am finally getting IT.  Stuff like HOW could I have missed THAT ?
Of course, followed by tears.

Why ?

Here’s why – and why WE ARE feeling IT– because right now Venus trines Uranus that’s fire to fire – FAST AND HOT – Marsy Uranus is blowin’ that fixed Leo pop stand a few LOVE curve balls  ~>  insights in the house of romance and creativity.

That IS sweet. (Venus)  Keep that up. Yes, please.  My Leo is on the 8th and transformation down deep is a MAJOR GO.  Look to your Leo house for where you will be getting gifts (Venus) of love, money, creative insights and finding balance.

I did this earlier in my own chart and a friend’s and it about blew my mind –
Look to your Libra house for where you are gifted something by the universe.
Do the same for Taurus – Venus rules both. 

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Look at Peter Jackson’s chart 2 posts ago.
He has Venus in Libra on the 6th conjunct Mercury.

Libran Gift = Mercury: books, but not just any old books.  Books loved the world over, (Venus) filled with their own (Mercury) languages.  In fact, a huge preface that is an enormous book in and of itself, The Silmarillion, shows the dawning of middle earth time, birth of the races, languages, the whole middle earth world created by author J.R.R. Tolkien.  You see Venus and Mercury contact Jupiter (huge) and Saturn (world), right ?  See how dense – how intense ?

Nothing less will do for Peter’s Scorpio Sun, Neptune and Mars – he was gifted this dense, difficult, rewarding project in some way.  An agreement before he arrived on this plane, whatever – it IS a gift.

Taurus in 1st = we are a patient bunch of fans (Venus) and we will wait for his creativity to express itself in its own time – because we know it will be worth ($$ + love, Toro) the wait.  Peter is at the (1st, Mars + conj Neptune) helm, all is well.

Moon is coming up to trine Mars in Scorpio and oppose Pluto in Capricorn. 
Some emo junk from the past is prime to be jettisoned in order to improve our health.

Venus is closing in the square to Mars.
Scorpio power vs. Leo love
This one I am very familiar with, trust me.  Two fixed signs that want to win.

Plutonic power will fight the WILLpower until death.
Only then comes the rebirth – Fresh NEW power – only after loss of the old.

Is that intense for you ?  (shrug)  Sorry.  Welcome to my world.

Stay calm Mooneyed peeps, death just means give up the Plutonic need to control everything regarding love, money and creativity.

Let me clarify.
By give up I mean flip the Mars in Scorp power switch from exterior to interior.  Ya dig ?  Don’t hog the left lane doing 50, for instance.

Share and delegate the power.   Venus shares.

Cultivate balance of power.  If the obsession to control a situation finds you spinning out of control – work on controlling yourSELF instead.

May Power through Peace be ours
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