Swampcat !

I soOo love this pic – Leo 8th house here.

Look to your house of Leo & Sun
To see how & where you flirt.

Ow.  The ex flirted at work.
yep

My brother had Pluto in Leo 9
and he nearly died in a motorcycle accident
while traveling, he was accident prone.
Yet he also had all the women swooning
in Colorado – which is super Leo.
and far from home.

My sister does at home.  True.
She and my brother-in-law are just plain goofy.

How about you ?

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I have
Venus conjunct Jupiter and Fortuna
all in 8 of death.
Intense life-altering, knock-down, drag out, ginormous
love deaths

A Leo without light
sad, sick and in the darkness

I flirted with death.
Not proud of that.  True though.
I have died every which way
slowly, killing myself by degrees
  fuquin low Neptune poisons of each and every kind
killing me and killing me and killing me
without actual physical death
though I begged for it

For years I clawed my way out
of a deep dark sick hole

it was horrible
and now, thankfully
it is OVER

I have pinpointed another turning of the tide
a sweet man said have a good day
and he MEANT it.

Such a small thing – a moments kindness
that changed
EVERYTHING

Months later, I saw him again
I thanked him
He seemed surprised one turn of phrase
had been my fulcrum
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Love and kindness
 in the darkness
of my 8th house mineshaft
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Still I wanted more 8th house clarity
symbology
and I think
lay out your aspects visually

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Look at YOUR CHART via TAROT symbology
is very insightful
Here is my natal 8 in a tarot nutshell

Love dies, I divine
  Venus – on 8 death- square Neptuner

ACE
:: pure, untouched ::
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Whammy love squares to Neptuner.
Enter fog, confusion, illusion and delusion

What is gonna
save my ass from this train wreck ? 

My secret protection
Sagittarius in 12.

YES 
if you have Sagittarius or Jupiter in the 12th
you too have SECRET ALLIES

My first shot of Jupiter
 is my natal Jupes
lives in the 8th conjunct Venus and Fortuna.

That is, in my experience, blind luck.

Here is my whammy whiz – bang gorgeous
Jupiter chaser.

Me  and  You

I write, teach astrology.
(Page)
(I have Mars in Sagittarius quintile Uranus in 9.)
(Mercury sextiles Jupiter, Mars trines Saturn 3rd)

Knight of Mars shows up.
(Swords – Mars is the blade)

He is my good luck charm.  
Without a doubt.

He is my secret protection in Sagittarius.

He is my cosmic Neptuning fork
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With his help I transform suffering into healing
I find blessed balance.

Low Looney Neptunooney
morphs into
 + HIGH QI NEPTUNER +

He is tuning MY fork to a higher vibration
although he may not even know it.

I am reconciling my day and night.
My polarities are finding union
Balance
Through Pluto.

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One more thing.
Yes.
I felt you.
oxo

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love
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