How y’all doin’ leading up to Scorpio Full Moon ?
Highs & lows ?
I can barely walk with Saturn transit conjunct and Full Moon Lunar Landing on natal Neptuner in 11. Transit Mars Rx in 10 opposing natal Satan Rx, while natal backdoor Mars is getting hammered by a Neptune square.
I’m Saturn’s bitch & Neptune’s nymph without a doubt.
So I have a lively natal Saturnian Neptuney illustration for you….
I had a stellar Pete moment several years back…
My former husband and I loved to have fun.
He’s a 4 planet Sagittarius stellium; me, 9th house stellium, Venus conjunct Jupiter and Mars in Sagittarius.
Lots and LOTS of fun.
We have natal Taurus Moons conjunct – both of us have Moon opposite Neptune.
Classic textbook intoxicant aspects.
Yeaaah, we partied.
On the run, touring as often as possible while still holding down full time jobs.
Safe to say we both made our share of mistakes, and I am not without blame.
I am the lucky owner of a 8th house Leo Venus/Jupiter square Scorpio Neptune.
I don’t want to be a queen, I want to be the Queen.
The story goes, I came home from being gone awhile to find our bed made – perfectly.
Whoever she was, (not the first or the second woman I had put up with either) this one had been in my home – in. my. bed.
My natal Toro moon is exalted, in 4 – MY HOME.
Think Bull. Horns Locked, Loaded.
Every hair on my body stood straight UP, my eyes glazed over, in the space of a heartbeat, I was a world away, in a trance state.
I slowly turned, calm and cool as a cucumber, silently marched down two flights of stairs, strolled up to his $800 Alvarez, quietly apologized aloud to the luthier, sweetly grabbed the neck and smashed that mutha into a million pieces.
I remember the wild abandon of Pure Plutonic Pain surging through my whole body.
I remember hating being driven to destroy what I find wholly holy, music.
I remember finding it odd how solid hollow body guitars actually are.
You’ve really gotta put the whammy on ’em – as illustrated below by Dave Grohl.
Equally as satisfying as primal scream.
Toro Moon trine Pluto does both very well when pushed too far.
Afterwards, I sat down, had a beer, a smoke….my thoughts drifting aimlessly as I curiously gazed at the wreckage of my life laying and lying all over the basement floor.
I found it odd that in a hairsbreadth, I was so angry that I destroyed in seconds what someone had so lovingly, painstakingly created over weeks, months.
Neptune is my most highly aspected planet – ruling stringed instruments, though I didn’t know it at the time. It became obvious years later when I learned astrology, read my aspects – read our aspects.
Stunningly accurate, divinely sublime.
For the record:
Jerry Lee Lewis, Charles Mingus, Pete Townshend are among the first to smash their instruments onstage; Jimi the first to set it ablaze.
Pete has Aries Mars opposite Libra Neptune both square Saturn N Node focal in Cancer 10. Twelfth house Moon square Uranus in Gem on MC.
Jimi has great aspects to his Libra Neptune including trines to Gemini Uranus/Saturn.
Fire burns in his 12th house Sagittarius stellium: Sun, Mercury, Venus (opposing Gemini) square Leo Chiron tightly conjunct N Node as (out-of-sign) focal points in a T-Square.
Funny! My ex was a pretty good guitarist and had saved up and paid off a nice Fender copy white electric guitar, and let’s face it he was a frustrated would be rock star. He loved all the bad boys. One day he was in a bad mood as perhaps I wasn’t appreciating him enough. it got hard with a noise sensitivity, anyway he took his fancy guitar outside and took to it with an axe. He was surprised how hard it was to chop up that mother too!
I probably shouldn’t say it, but I thought it was so rockstar theatrical that I was practically rolling around the floor with tears streaming down my eyes…
Really sorry to hear how bad your foot is Gneiss, although I can totally sympathise with you. Mine isn’t nearly as painful, but a nuisance.
Great visual – – wild hair flying I’ll bet !?
Like Nugent of the outback ? lol.
Thanks for the laugh !
Guitars are given names like swords (& presumably other pointy things) haa I LOVE it !
Trigger, Stump, Old Black.
Bunch more here.
Wow, intense story.. very well written. Thank you for sharing.. LIFE!
I am a little nervous of this upcoming full moon, the last full moon I really lost it, and this one, with saturn.. I just dont know.. I might need to head for the hills, camp it out. 😉
Soul-mining under the stars…,sounds of Scorpio indeed.
Take it slow, tap into your authentic emotional core, reboot.